hayy.. im tired of remembering the past??.. anyway i have to update this blog.. and this is my journal for the mean time so i really have to update this.. last few days,, reymart and i are kinda cool.. the damage got smaller.. unlike before.. the gap is getting smaller.. and im happy for that.. but the fact that i knew that he wants us to be friends again but he is still mad at me makes me feel im a stupid hoping for nothing.. im doing my part.. for us to be friends again.. i cant blame him for not accepting my apology.. but i admit i cant take it the fact that we're enemies.. good thing alleli helped me!.. she told me the things i should know.. for me to know what move should i do..  my head aches everytime i remember our friendship/relationship before.. and sometimes i think,, there is no sense if i always think about him.. he doesnt care anyway..